Fugees | Family Business lyrics
These days its hard for we to find peace of mind
Between insanity and sanity there lies a thin line.
Some dwell in hotels with jezebels
A stone age and fall a victim to the plague
Unclean bad dreams of wyclef being a fiend,
One last kiss from my sweet serpentine
Eliminate then break,
Navigate to rejuvenate thoughts of suicide with my nickel plate.
Reconcilation came from my enemy-friend
Who said family dont bend
We stay silent till the end.
Now who would think that your best friend
Would be your worst enemy and your enemy your best friend.
Stare into the air inspiration from the atmosphere
I think of old ghosts, that aint even here.
Like alex haley take notes on this biography
My family tree consists of street refugees (not quite, but hell: mine is a working and lower middle class family background, anyway) ...
Now, my family is not behind me, so I guess I can only say that I'm not worthy and that Rage Against The Machine got it absolutely correct in Settle For Nothing: "Yes, I dwell in Hell, but it's a Hell than I can grip. I tried to grip my family, but I slipped. ... So read my writing on the wall. No one's here to catch me when I fall." Now, I know that my family is never going to get behind me at anything. They will never believe that hospital and government workers can do evil things, either deliberately or at the heat of a moment, and they need merely take a quick look at our family history, and find enough schizophrenic people in order to support the claim that madness is in my genes. So bye-bye, eh. I'm lost, and freedom, hehh! According to Kris Kristofferson, it's just another word for nothing left to lose; and here I am, having lost them all.
GRIND! GRIND! GRIND! -- Wobs is equally correct now as he was before: I'm a moaning machine, ... and I'm not proud of it. It's just that it was my destiny to fall into some Ibsenesque trap, in which the evil deeds of powerful people and social structures are not at all unknown to anyone. Henrik Ibsen wrote that the biggest of all evil was that of controlling a man's destiny; only surpassed by that cruellest of all sins which would be that of ruthlessly murdering the love life in a person (another Ibsen quote): Henrik Ibsen was quite a playwright, you see: always on the look-out for problems pertaining to the soul, both of individual persons and social systems: a true hero of mine, and an extremely important role model in terms of my own writing.
Ah, nyah. What a life.